changes....

Tat day i tell him sumting....

i told him tat we break....

because i think tat he didn;t love me anymore...

but i am wrong....

i think too much....

maybe i m still not too understand him....

maybe.....

now all my mind is maybe....maybe...maybe....

lol....after skul we discuss....n we try to solve it...

after discuss i realized tat tis are all my problem that makes him treat me so chill....

so i try to change....after tis one two days...ya i got change....

but after two days later....i cum bac again....

i didn't change my attitude ....

lol....i so angry of myself...

y??y???

y i say to myself n ask me to chage but i din do it...i hate myself...

maybe the one reason is i have gotten u in mylife...

i have gotten to stick wit u....i have gotten to find u....

n noiw...i tell myself....i will try to not to find u...

i will try to do anything by myself....

i should 'more strong....

n one thing i have to say...i din cry more....

bcoz i knw tat u dun like i cry...of coz everyone dun love to see me cry oso....

but i have to tell u sumting....

i always love you...

the ever until i end i end my life....